True

I feel like I'm losing myself but simultaneously finding myself. I'm not who I was ten months ago, but this person I am now feels natural. I do not feel like I'm stretching my personality, so to speak, I feel like I truly am being myself. It's just a different side of myself. Granted, it's not the side I'm too proud of but right now, it just fits. I know I shouldn't be doing half the things I am and should be doing half the things I'm neglecting, but at this moment, it feels okay. I don't know who I really am, but one thing I do know is that I'm not a hypocrite. I'm not going to act a certain way if I don't feel it and I'm not going to pretend to be something I'm not. I may not like the person I am all around but at least for the time being, I am being true to myself.